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This Is The End Baby

2009-12-26T12:50:31Z

At least for now...

All online accounts are dead...

Goodnight.

Let's Get Physical?

2009-12-19T15:38:15Z

Holiday season is diet season for almost everyone which is kind of weird. But I guess things are changing and people are really becoming more conscious of themselves now. As for me, I hate dieting. It makes me sick and grumpy and I don't think it's really worth making my pallet and stomach suffer. Though I must admit feeling fat doesn't also feel good. XP

Anyway what has happened so far? It seems that it's really vacation mode for most as the prelim exams just breezed through. Most of them were even postponed because people are on slacker heaven. I was mostly busy getting my friends presents.

I was particularly focused on our exchange gifts and I wanted it to be inexpensive but special. I had some left-over iron transfer paper so I decided to make a shirt. Unfortunately to my stupidity I printed it on the wrong side and all was lost. I just made a print of it instead. ^_^ Here's the supposedly finished product with the help of lover's sketch even:

Bang Me Up by ~YAMAZAKI-UMA on deviantART

Here are also other tokens I made for my friends. I tell you I really love food.

Fake Food Charms by ~YAMAZAKI-UMA on deviantART

I'm also preparing for another cosplay. But I will reveal that in the dawn of 2010. XD

So happy holidays and may everyone get slim! Exercise is still the best, not crash diet!

Also I found out that Ryu hates Korean pop. I dunno why. He keeps on biting me when I play and sing them. X33

To Set Things Right

2009-12-09T13:20:10Z

You gotta hand it that nothing in life is what it turns out to be. A lot of things happened this week from best to worst. Again I am in the case of extremes. Good things happen as well as problems left and right namely vet related.

With the case of my vet life, I really feel disappointed at myself for not doing a good job at surgery that our kind dog had to suffer. If only I wasn't such a coward and more decisive with my castration procedure and trusted myself more, then our dog's balls wouldn't have an infection and he wouldn't be in such pain now. Nobody really wants to euthanize him as he is such a kind dog even though he was in line already to "be put to sleep" in the pound. We wanted to save "Jason" so badly especially my groupmate who took care of him and got so attached to him. We managed to alleviate Jason's pain and reduce the swelling on his way to recovery, and even had a replacement euthanasia dog for tomorrow's eyeball ablation (removal) surgery we're going to perform tomorrow. To our best of luck the replacement dog escaped. Just when I was about to adopt Jason and take good care of him. This means we really have to put our dear doggie to sleep tomorrow. I refuse to give in what fate brought me. I want to prevent this to the very last second. Please, please let Jason live tomorrow I pray to whoever listening up there. ^_^

In other news I'm really happy lover is supporting me all through my ordeal even though he has his own problems. I think that is very chivalrous of him. XD He even got the pictures from the Yu-gi-oh 5d photoshoot we did last Saturday. And our happy dates distracted me from my worries. Without further ado open the curtains to the fake cut if you dare. XDD

Aki Izayoi Portrait 1 by ~YAMAZAKI-UMA on deviantART

Aki Izayoi Portrait 2 by ~YAMAZAKI-UMA on deviantART

Aki Izayoi pin-up 1 by ~YAMAZAKI-UMA on deviantART

Aki Izayoi pin-up 2 by ~YAMAZAKI-UMA on deviantART

Aki Izayoi pin-up 3 by ~YAMAZAKI-UMA on deviantART

Aki Izayoi pin-up 4 by ~YAMAZAKI-UMA on deviantART

Aki Christmas Cosplay 1 by ~YAMAZAKI-UMA on deviantART

Aki Christmas Cosplay 2 by ~YAMAZAKI-UMA on deviantART

Aki Christmas Cosplay 3 by ~YAMAZAKI-UMA on deviantART

Aki Christmas Cosplay 4 by ~YAMAZAKI-UMA on deviantART

Aki Christmas Cosplay 5 by ~YAMAZAKI-UMA on deviantART

Aki Christmas Cosplay 6 by ~YAMAZAKI-UMA on deviantART

Kyo Ritu Art really caters to the cosplay community as a studio. Though I think they could do a better job at editing. I had to re-edit most of it since I could only get the prints. But I can say I would patronage their products for times to come. More at my flickr! account.

First of First

2009-12-06T11:32:44Z

A lot has happened the past week and it has also been the first of many things. We had our first surgery in small animal medicine and I was the surgeon no less! It was a mix of pressure and ease. You really have to have some leadership skills to become a head surgeon even for minor operation we did such as castration and dewclaw removal. Your decision making skills is also tested because even for such a menial surgery you need your wits about you and expect the unexpected. I'm sure the veteran Vets can surely laugh, look back and relate to this. I hope I get better and become more quick-thinking as this class moves on.

Gladly our dog was A.O.K! He has minor scrotal inflammation which is normal for newly spayed animals but other than that he was fine and very friendly. I really hate to see him euthanized as he the first dog I operated on and he's a very sweet animal. I hope I can adopt him or somebody because I swear I won't let that dog die! XD

Aside from school activities I also had my first professionally done cosplay photo shoot care of Kyo Ritu Art Studio. It was really nice since I'm modeling a genre I love the most! I'll get the copies in a couple of days still then I will post it here. But if you want a sneak peak, take a look at my flickr page on the left links list. Posted an incomplete set there.

I've also done my usual weekend shopping in Greenhills this afternoon. I was idly browsing thru Booksale and found a bunch load of SONIC THE HEDGEHOG COMICS back issues. I was really pleasantly thrilled. Yes geek fandom galore. ^_^'

Here's a little drawing I did while supposedly studying for the Aki Fanclub in deviantart, a simple Aki portrait.

Aki and Black Rose Dragon by ~YAMAZAKI-UMA on deviantART

Oh and decided to pass this once and for all:

Office Lady by ~YAMAZAKI-UMA on deviantART

Also more plush fake food I did way back when I just properly pictured now.

Fake Take Out by ~YAMAZAKI-UMA on deviantART

Fake Bento Lunch by ~YAMAZAKI-UMA on deviantART

Also, the cutest picture of RYU I can get! XDD

Sugar Baby by ~YAMAZAKI-UMA on deviantART

I hope I can update soon again with more stuff and what not. >0<

Turn Around Bright Eyes

2009-11-23T15:47:33Z

Weee Another roller-coaster week! I'm not really in a ranty mode. Let's just say I've been trying to stay awake all week with my lectures and time with lover is smooth sailing mostly with hints of choppy waters. But I don't mind at all cuz our cruise is definitely pleasant. XD So without further ado here are my arts and craps! I mean crafts X3

Mangaholix 2009 Aki Duel Academy Uniform:

Aki Duel Academy 1 by ~YAMAZAKI-UMA on deviantART

Aki Duel Academy 2 by ~YAMAZAKI-UMA on deviantART

Meet our old friend Jerome (http://chichapie.deviantart.com/) here who was his indie comic booth. We caught up and it was fun so please support his work! Also I played some yu-gi-oh and bought some cards. I'm still quite in loserville cuz I haven't been playing for a while but still it's the game that counts right?

Also more fake food plush obsession:

Fake Cakes Plush by ~YAMAZAKI-UMA on deviantART

Fake Chestnut Cake by ~YAMAZAKI-UMA on deviantART

Fake Bannofi Cake by ~YAMAZAKI-UMA on deviantART

Fake Cookie Cake by ~YAMAZAKI-UMA on deviantART

Fake Straberry Cake by ~YAMAZAKI-UMA on deviantART

Fake Heart Cake by ~YAMAZAKI-UMA on deviantART

Yep, I'm crazy for these things and you will certainly see more of that as I'm easily bored I assure you. XD

Sore

2009-11-15T12:32:34Z

Man, everything just had to come down when it comes to health matters. Besides having ulcer; I've also accumulated sore eyes, sore throat and the usual dysmennorhea. It again made me out of commission for the entire first week leaving me with nothing to do but recuperate. All I did at home was sleep, try to eat and do facebook games. I've been trying to draw/paint as well but still I work slow.

Also my costume has been delayed because of technical stuff and I wouldn't get it till the middle of next week. It's nothing really grand; just something to wear during the loads of conventions happening this month. I do hope I can still participate in these kinds of happenings and school doesn't wear me down before Christmas.

Hmm...What else? Since I've been sicky, lover just comes to visit me at home and I'm really glad. Quality time here has a more "homie" feel which is really nice. At least mum let me shop during the weekends so that I'm not really coped-up at home. Got me new glasses too, but like my costume I'll get that next week too.

Well that's pretty much the boringness that is my life so far. I'll try to upload more useful things next time.

Hello Obligatory Stomach Flu

2009-11-11T14:09:12Z

Ok so sem break is over...and was quite useless because of my insomnia. Damn I really should get a prescription for Valium or the likes. Also a lot of the drawings/paintings I intended to finish. Why you ask? For the obvious reason of sickness. Yes now I have ulcer hurrah! And no I am not anorexic or dieting. I just happen to have sensitive stomach. ^_^

Man Second semester truly brings foresee-able stress. Especially with surgery around the corner. Something wicked this way comes you hear? Oh well might as well suck it up. I need my lover and I need lotsa luck! XD

Ok too tired to type...will get back shortly...

Trick or Treaty

2009-11-01T12:13:58Z

Howdy! It's been a week since sem. break. As expected, exam was hell to pay and a lot of other problems occur along the way. But it's all good, I gave my all to solve them and I do hope it pays off. As of now I'm in relax city. I've been drawing and gaming a lot.

This certain delightful Nintendo Wii game filled my days with joy. I've also been seeing lover lately and been playing with him so that is indeed a welcomed bonus.

But with the up comes with the down. Insomnia has been kicking it a lot lately and my mother sure knows how to rub that in. Money is scarce during vacation days as well and limited moments to go out. Oh well you can't have 'em all. Especially in my case. Oh how I wish I could experience a Halloween party; seems like everyone else had one.

So here is the product of my mundane life.

Halloween Black Rose by ~YAMAZAKI-UMA on deviantART

I try to bring more soon. I hope.

Resurrection

2009-10-16T13:30:58Z

Wow, I can't believe it has been a while since the accursed flood and my last posting here. Things had become very very hectic as expected. There were a lot of recovering that had to be done slowly but surely. School has been very toxic with the requirements especially in Clinics. We had the busiest time in the hospital and the patients just kept poring in. Well it is a good thing since I was able to complete my task. I suffered a lot of sleepless nights just to complete paper work especially my thesis draft. Lover and I had a hard time seeing each other as well because our schedule had kept on opposing until recently.

The good thing is exams would be next week and break is just around the corner. Lover has gotten some time off as well so we were able to see each other recently. Lucky! XD I'm really hoping I do well in the finals and I'm giving it my best shot. After that is chill time for me. I'll be hibernating, and gaming, and drawing. I'm really looking forward to hone my other skillz and all the new games I'm gonna haul this sem. break. X3

Being hopeful is good for your soul.

Sword of a Storm

2009-09-27T11:10:46Z

If we were still living in ancient biblical times, everyone would pretty much say "God broke his promise." The lands of Luzon is devastated by heavy rainfall and flood as everyone knows it and feels it right now. Noah could definitely relate here.

Well I'm just glad everyone is safe and our house is still intact and most of my friends that I know are AOK. Sadly our business has suffered a beating. The office has been fully submerged and all our stuff were raging wet especially our merchandise. (Cars and Parts) I really feel bad about it and I can't even help my folks out. I hope we recover from it eventually.

In other disaster news I was one with those people stranded in EDSA. Hotel Sogo became lover and my salvation. (Not that way pervs!) Lover's car broke down and w Sogo management were gracious enough to let the car to be parked there until it got fixed. If you're wondering, it's still not fixed up to now. So there we just wandered around SM City and Trinoma until they closed early and the rain drew to a slow drizzle that night. Lover walked with me home, wet to the bone despite our umbrellas and then he hitched a ride home himself.

Well things could have been worse I guess...I don't know, I just hope people will be more responsible. Though I kind of doubt that. I don't really buy that "bayanihan" BS I'm sorry. It's everyone's fault this happened in the first place.

Please let the future be better?

Hits and Misses

2009-09-14T13:26:04Z

Ever since I've been uber busy with TRYING to be as serious as I can with vet med life, I've been missing a lot of things that I enjoy doing but not as much as before. I miss...

Cosplaying/Modeling:

Aki Izayoi-2008 by ~YAMAZAKI-UMA on deviant ART

Drawing:

Silver the Hedgehog Gajinka by ~YAMAZAKI-UMA on deviant ART

Writing:

The Last Day of Eternity

Speak hollow world

It may be the last time you will.

It makes me quite happy actually

To look forward to a day

With no more secrets.

Finally,

I get to sit beside you

Without being afraid

Of someday fluttering away.

Whoever knew

That bleeding doesn’t hurt too bad

When the piercing stops?

Traitors

Whenever I am weak and frail,

I imagine my skin being torn off my body

And the flesh slowly melting away.

Because in this way I will no longer feel

Alienated with myself,

Betraying my body

With useless vices

That produces nothing

But regret and after shock

And the hurtful lessons of love.

If there is no body

Then love would not be felt

And neither will be pain.

Smudge

Lie to me

And make it feel real

Like thick black smoke

From expensive cigarettes

Floating amidst

This surreal world

Covered with black fog

So it won’t reveal

The filth among us

And my romance would be saved

I can forget about myself

And stop being me

As long as you fill me

With this dark illusion

I will become high and addicted

To this world you create

Just for me

So I can ignore the loneliness

Once in a while

And effectively convince myself

It doesn’t hurt

I will feel alive with you

Even in everything else is dead.

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Haha long entry is long! But I don't care at least I'm still delivering something and hopefully I can deliver more. I do miss a lot more things like immersing myself in gaming especially wii, and meditating and reading for leisure and witchcraft...But I hope I can catch up to them in time eventually.

Outta Mah Head

2009-09-08T16:47:43Z

Ooooh I'm in this situation again. When it rains, it really pours...literally even! I'm so very very disappointed with myself right now especially academics-wise. My exams are flunking. It's one thing that you didn't study and was irresponsible enough to know nothing, it's another to be careless and fail because I wasn't thinking clearly. I don't know why...maybe its because of stress or thinking too much...it's like I'm zoning out more and more and I'm making the stupidest mistakes. My efforts and intentions are currently being wasted like garbage. It's making me so damn frustrated because like what I say like a mantra, I cannot fail. But apparently I am. I feel really worthless right now...

What is wrong with me now?

What the hell am I going to do?

I really am not as lucky as I think I am.

Hell Paradise

2009-09-07T16:21:33Z

Lately I've been experiencing moments of "both worlds" syndrome as I call it. It means I am again in a world of extremes where very good and very bad things are happening to me.

I will start last weekend when dad insisted on going out of town. We went to this funky place in Batangas called THE FARM. It's this all vegan health spa. It is extremely beautiful and serene not to mention secluded. It could've been paradise on earth metaphorically speaking. The downside is I wouldn't survive for three days in there. Why? Because there is no meat!!! Everything there is vegan organic even the dairy stuff. I cannot possibly bear that. Plus everything there is gold I tell you! The food and treatments were so damn expensive that if they didn't had that promo discount that time we would have left in a jiffy. It was an experience I tell you. XD

Shortly after that was exam week. I maintained my "not studying" strategy as I mentioned last entry. I still read a pile of books but I wasn't as hard core as prelim exams and focused more on my notes. I felt it working but I am still very unsure. Yea I like to gamble on my career like that. X3 What's more thesis has been really stressful. Sometimes our teachers can be so confusing and unreasonable that even if you like what you're doing sometimes it still didn't make any sense putting effort into it. But I'm glad I still finished early.

This weekend I just laid back and did nothing even though deadlines are just around the corner. On stormy weather I enjoyed shopping, having sudden "escapades" with lover even though some of it were difficult, and attending the equine seminar on Manila Polo Club. It was my first time going around Cerendra, Bonifacio High st. too! Even though the only thing I did there was buy food.

So there goes my roller-coaster like week literally full of ups and downs. It can be enjoyable yet too darn stressful. @_@ I wonder how my luck will push thru? I hope my efforts (or the lack of it) will pay off. XD

Envy the Free

2009-08-24T12:01:58Z

Lately I've been thinking about my life and at one point can't help but be depressed. I'm quite worried bout my future cuz I'm not sure if I will succeed in all my endeavors. Since I've become a vet med student, I've lived on the motto on "failure is not an option". I've made effort to stay to be one of the top without being too hardcore and compromising the other things I'm still interested as well. But as the end-game draws near being roughly a year away, I become more and more scared of failing.

The one thing that has always troubled me since my childhood is how restrictive my parents are. They always bring me down and never allow me to do things normal people my age do. Eventhough I'm aware I'm materially blessed, they do not fully believe in my abilities and always condemn me to underestimation. Yea I sure am thinking a lot.

I am hoping that by becoming a successful vet would lead me to escape from my family and finally be with my lover with no inhibitions. Right now that is what I want more than anything else. Now my head is filled with 'what ifs'. What would happen after I finally become a vet? What if I actually fail? Where would I go? Things like that.

Whatever, I hope I figure that out along the way. Whatever courage and confidence I have I gotta muster each morsel of it so I don't chicken out. The pressure of academics is driving me nuts because I put a lot at stake into it. I hope I keep my cool...and ultimately my insanity.

Other people sure the hell don't know how lucky they are.

I Hate Teusdays

2009-08-11T15:11:17Z

There comes a time in everyone's life where you just seem so busy and pre-occupied even if you're not. Apparently this is my moment and it also seems to happen to most of my friends as well. It is quite obvious. That must be what they say "signs of the times". School is so very very tedious especially with hospital duty. Don't get me wrong I do appreciate the new things I learn but sometimes even that can't compensate the battering of your body and spirit from such a mundane routine.

I feel very down lately. I always feel tired and ugly and terribly conscious of myself.Yea don't you just hate those EMO moments? I just feel that there is very little to be confident about even though there's really nothing externally wrong. You just really gotta face those things though it annoys me that it makes me feel so damn lethargic.

To add insult to the injury I just found out that the board exam (for vet med) takers this year flunked like hell. Yes only a few people passed. Talk about a 22% passing rate on a national level and a 12% on our local school. I feel happy for those who passed are top notchers though. So that definitely makes me nervous as hell. Those tricky questions must have racked the brain quite hard I wonder how I will do? Oh such negativity that it brings me. Well that's pretty much my rant because I'm even getting tired of ranting.

On the plus side, I enjoyed G.I. JOE the Rise of Cobra very much! As well as the stolen moments I get to spend with lover. Not so bad I guess. XD

Oh Teh Ironeh!

2009-08-01T14:06:11Z

Before anything else I would just like to state HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEH. Yea I'm vain like that. I also like existing that is why I like my birthday. I can honestly say it is one of my best birthdays ever. Everything went smoothly and so far nothing bad has happened to me like all my other birthdays. I hope it stays that way for the entire August. *cross fingers*

My classmates along with lover went to this small swimming/spa party at Ace Water Spa. It was pretty nice cuz it was sort of a double date. It was fun trying everything out and the food was great and I was happy seeing them enjoy themselves. XD Lover and I had our personal fun too which was nice. XD I also got everything from my wishlist *worships new computer* xept for the books and the pink wii mote but I know its coming soon so that's nice too!

In other unrelated news why is it that the more I study for an exam the more I fail it, and the less I study the more I ace it?! Man it is such a bitter-sweet moment. I blame it on typhoid fever cuz I wasn't able to grasp the lectures. I swear I'm NOT gonna study for the next exams but just remain my focus. Hopefully that works. X3

Well that's pretty much it for my birthday entry. I hope me and lover become luckier we really need it.

For the record here's a Naruto parody for you guys. Cuz everybody likes Naruto.... or is it One Piece?

Win Me!

2009-07-23T11:45:59Z

My day of first existence is almost near just a little more than a week from now. I know it's a little early but heck I always do a wish list to comfort myself of things that are difficult to attain...at least for now that is. Well I do hope people will remember me and hopefully they give me a little token or trinket too. Well I would work these things out for myself (and maybe parental help) but a little generosity would be nice ne?

1. An EFFICIENT computer
2. Pink Wii mote with nunchucks
3. Moar Sonic action figures, Comics or whatever Sonic memorabilia
4. The new Neil Gaiman and/or Clive Barker Books I don't have
5. Rare Yu-gi-oh cards.

So far those are my top 5 material desires that I really spend a lot of money on. There are other things I indulge upon like "kikay materials" (clothes, fragrance, clothes, etc.) and yummy yummy food is also a default weakness of mine and definitely a money sucker for me.

During my last wish list I'm happy I got most of the things I want/need. Though I decided Ryu doesn't really need a partner right now since I can be cruel and selfish like that. Just like right now. But I hope my endeavors would go as well now.

Back to study land...and let me tell you I'm not enjoying being there. >_<

Superficial can be fun

2009-07-18T15:00:52Z

I truly proved as I lived my life that 'ignorance is bliss', at least most of the time. Things are coming along ok and I decided to take things one step at a time so I do not over-pressure myself. I think it works so far. I am amused by the simplest of things like toys, movies, a good fiction, video games and facebook applications. Yea I'm pretty much happy-go-lucky living my life like a high-school girl where I'm being near a professional. I admit it feels pretty damn good and I don't know if continuing to be that way is bad for me since I'm just sticking to my nature. Even though I'm like this I'm very much concerned still with academics and still give as much as I got to be really good at it. (if not the best.)

My luck streak is going back, though I don't want to mention this because it might rub off. XD But yea the only bad thing happened is my old computer finally broke down and now I'm using my brother's "old-new" PC which is pretty sweet nonetheless.

Lover and I are doing quite well despite a few set-backs. That's totally normal and I wouldn't have it any other way. X3

Prelim exams are just around the corner now so I better be studying now. I'll post poetry I finished and what-not so more useful crap will be inputed here.

Laters! x0x0

PS: Harry Potter V Sucks Beans!!!

Redux?

2009-07-09T13:13:40Z

Things are going pretty slow lately since my 'invalidation'. It's really hard to recover from a major disease especially during busy school time. But I guess I'm not the only one, a lot of people especially my professors are getting sick as well therefore we lack classes quite often. I'm still pretty nervous about the coming prelims since it's just around the corner. I hope I get my lucky streak back by then.

The things/people that make me happy lately is fandom ;(Yu-gi-oh, Sonic, etc.) Facebook as of lately, fiction and of course LOVER. X3 I try to work hard in school as well. I find Clinical Orientation quite enjoyable but stressful as well. It's hard to treat cats and I manage to even injure myself in the process but such is life of a vet. XD

I really hope I do well this sem or at least fair enough. I don't feel I'm as industrious as I'm supposed to but I'll still try. I hope both lover and I get very lucky as time goes by. We both need it. I suppose a positive attitude won't hurt right? I do feel lucky with him though. >_<

Bad June

2009-07-02T12:40:26Z

I can honestly say June 2009 is soooo not my month. After that annoying 2 weeks of power shortage, I thought everything was in normality but nooooo....I had to contact this stupid typhoid fever that took me invalid for another 2 weeks especially from schoolwork. Now I have a hell lot to make up for. I've had really high fever and even delivered to the hospital stuck with an I.V. for 3 days doing nothing. My arm also had to swell from the dextrose. How cool is that? NOT!!!

Well I have gracefully healed and slowly picking up the pieces of my life. I'm grateful lover was there for me and visited me a lot in my time of demise. Yes being sick is truly lonely and he helped me out not to go too down deep into the rabbit hole. Am I sounding like a sappy idiot or what?! hehe...

Also I'm grateful he took care of other stuff as well as even bought me the new Yugioh 5d wii game to cheer me up. So I still felt blessed despite of this. I'm a little nervous of how I'm going to be back on track though as I've missed a lot. Wish me luck guys vet med proper is serious business I tell you. I just hope I could cope up.

And I hope July is a better month for me. XD

Happy Birthday Sonic!

2009-06-23T07:20:35Z

Yay it's been 18 years since this blue crazy hedgehog was created and I'm still going gaga over his games and merchandise especially when I got my Nintendo Wii and relived nostalgia all over again. So yea I think a blog and and a plurk tribute is appropriate for one of the most famous and oldest game icons ever. XD

In other news I'm slowly recovering from my flu and I'm glad it's not anything like H1N1. I have to skip school still though but I'll catch up as much as I can. =D Well I'll try to rest some more so catch you on the flip side!

Power Up?!

2009-06-22T13:22:23Z

I'm glad power was permanently restored to our home last Friday and I've resumed my normal PC regimen. I also missed my Wii like hell. XD I was kind of getting tired of taking my time up on malls anyway for the lack of electricity. At least the blackout made Ryu happy and forced me to study a lot.

The weekend wasn't too shabby either. I had a lot of fun with my lover and we went to Gateway on father's day. So yea all in all it was pretty good. The one thing kind of irking though is with the blog wars happening to my friends. I do not want to dwell on it since I'm both close to them and respect them dearly. My point is it is really sad how two people who used to cherish each other a lot end up on such sour note and other people have to tag along for the ride causing even more chaos. It is intriguing as well as irritating at the same time. Especially when people needlessly barge in with the issues that are supposed to be exclusive between two people. But what do I know right? In my part all I want to happen is that they resolve this someday peacefully and I really do hope we can all be friends again. I mean I manage to forgive those who done me terrible things and even manage to achieve friendship, why couldn't they ne?

Alas there is an even greater threat in my life than silly blog wars. When I was shopping with lover today after school, I suddenly felt dizzy and very weak. At first I dismissed it as heat stroke and migraine but when I got home my temperature was off the roof and I couldn't stand up. >_< Then I realize I have a flu again. I do hope it's not the dreaded H1N1 flu cause that would be just awful. I decided to skip school tomorrow until I'm fully recover and check up with a doctor. They wouldn't let me in anyway with this condition. Better safe than sorry I suppose.

Ciao guys! I have to rest now and wish me luck. XD

Alterations

2009-06-14T09:36:42Z

Power is out again at home since we only had a temporary fix. Hopefully it will be permanently back on Monday. Right now I'm chilling in Anvaya cove since there's nothing to do at home and today is my last day of summer vacation. It really is a bummer since I didn't enjoy it as much as I would've expected.

Yesterday was pretty fun though. I had a date with lover and we went to various places including ToyCon 2009 and CSJ reunion. I was with old colleagues as well meeting them and greeting them. It was pretty refreshing. I kind of found ToyCon boring though. Maybe because I didn't participated with anything or it just seems so repetitive. Oh well. The CSJ dinner was kind of awkward though since they all talked and reminisced about a lot of things all at once. But it was fun though and I'm glad lover was there thru it all. XD

Hmm...seems I hafta go...I'll edit and update this later.

Blackout

2009-06-09T07:47:57Z

Just when I thought things could not get worse the last stroke of my vacation just seems...darker. That's right it's blackout on my humble abode and will be for a few days. A fuse was blown and the wiring got fried so yea it'll take a while to repair. In the mean time I am left in the dark ages and I can only use electricity here on my parent's office. It is such a hassle.

I really don't know what to do now since I have zero cash as well so it's hard to go out. I only can be happy by bonding with Ryu my loving sugar glider who seems to be enjoying this little blackout. ^_^

I wish things get better and I can at least go out hopefully tomorrow. I must make a way. i don't want my LAST summer vacation to go to waste. At least I can go back to basic stuff and meditate. Hopefully I become a better and more PATIENT person after this. XD

Roller-Coaster Ride

2009-06-07T16:48:11Z

Things have been up and down as usual. I know that's perfectly normal especially since it's the last stretch of vacation. The zoo duty was over last week. A lot has also happened but I think that's too personal to talk about. All I can say is lover's quarrel can be a tedious thing but if you really love someone overcoming it is all quite worth it.

Again I've been plenty sick with a flu...NOT swine flu mind you. But then again I'm always sick. I'm still bitter about Manila Zoo thing. And I'm quite disappointed with myself for not accomplishing as much as I want this vacation. A lot of things can really do get in the way. Including a very faulty computer. Yes my computer hangs a lot and does not boot well. I guess I will have to do for that a little more. I hope things get better especially with this coming school year. I now cross my fingers.