Ever since I've been uber busy with TRYING to be as serious as I can with vet med life, I've been missing a lot of things that I enjoy doing but not as much as before. I miss...
Cosplaying/Modeling:

Aki Izayoi-2008 by ~
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Silver the Hedgehog Gajinka by ~
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The Last Day of Eternity
Speak hollow world
It may be the last time you will.
It makes me quite happy actually
To look forward to a day
With no more secrets.
Finally,
I get to sit beside you
Without being afraid
Of someday fluttering away.
Whoever knew
That bleeding doesn’t hurt too bad
When the piercing stops?
Traitors
Whenever I am weak and frail,
I imagine my skin being torn off my body
And the flesh slowly melting away.
Because in this way I will no longer feel
Alienated with myself,
Betraying my body
With useless vices
That produces nothing
But regret and after shock
And the hurtful lessons of love.
If there is no body
Then love would not be felt
And neither will be pain.
Smudge
Lie to me
And make it feel real
Like thick black smoke
From expensive cigarettes
Floating amidst
This surreal world
Covered with black fog
So it won’t reveal
The filth among us
And my romance would be saved
I can forget about myself
And stop being me
As long as you fill me
With this dark illusion
I will become high and addicted
To this world you create
Just for me
So I can ignore the loneliness
Once in a while
And effectively convince myself
It doesn’t hurt
I will feel alive with you
Even in everything else is dead.
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Haha long entry is long! But I don't care at least I'm still delivering something and hopefully I can deliver more. I do miss a lot more things like immersing myself in gaming especially wii, and meditating and reading for leisure and witchcraft...But I hope I can catch up to them in time eventually.